Trashed love

Broke my heart won't break it again. Regret nothing but miss everything. I know I made a right choice. Your not worthe all this pain. Varsha I lovew you. You cheered me up. You cheered me up. Leave maria you aren't welcome anymore. Hahaha :'), love isn't worthe this. Love will have to wait until Im older and can handle it. Now I truly know my parents say that you are too younge to fall in love hahahaha. Please stay varsha. Please stay. You and me can live life happpily. Both of us. Together. Lets complete this heart throbbing story. We are besties. All of us. Love is just crap. WHO NEEDS IT. Because this chick is going to live without it. YEY :D I am happy now. I have everyone here. I have everything I could ask for.

Magical Oceans

The oceans know me insided and out. I breathe with no gills under water. But the mermaids circle around me swimming and pushing, urging me to make my break. I swam into corals, and let the ocedan slip away. I am in my own world that no one can enter. No once can see, the butterfly that flies within me. The sand is my castle. The clouds are my pillows. ill ie and dream for someonet to be their with me. I have hope Ill find another. I have hope that this one won't go away. She'll understand the person I am, she'll understand me. She'll walk accross all those desserts, and swim all of the seas. Shes a friend that not many can find. Ill see you soon. This new friend of mine?

The world seems not the same. But yet I know nothing has even changed. Its my state of mind. I wouldn't leave it all behind. I want to get stronger. I will try. To get free. I will stand and break away. One day my turn will come. Ill grow wings. Because we start from the beginning and we will have an end. Life is like a twizzler. yes a twizzler. Every time you think its going to go straight it twists. Both ugly and beautifully. I wait silently as angels call my name. I knoe that in the end it will be ok.

Broken Wings

I feel dead. like nothing matters to me anymore. What I mean is that I am dead to the inside. I thought someone,maria, loved me. i thought I was her one. But I don't know anymore. I DON'T KNOW. I just wish shed just stop telling me things she doesn't mean. She promised me something. And all i wanted to see is if she ment her word. Everytime every damn time I argue with her she brings it on me. What do you do when your core has been beaten down. She can do anythign she wants. She can break me down. She can. I love her alot. So much. I just don't care anymore. I don't expect anything from her no more. I just don't cause I know if I even expect one thing from me, shell break me down again. Im sorry maria. Im sorry. no. Im done. I will stay with you. I will. But no more expectations from me. None. you left me broken winged. I can't fly anymore. I can't sorry. maria. Give me time. My dad always said that time isn't always going to beautiful or ugly. But is it worthwhile? Is it really.