I feel dead. like nothing matters to me anymore. What I mean is that I am dead to the inside. I thought someone,maria, loved me. i thought I was her one. But I don't know anymore. I DON'T KNOW. I just wish shed just stop telling me things she doesn't mean. She promised me something. And all i wanted to see is if she ment her word. Everytime every damn time I argue with her she brings it on me. What do you do when your core has been beaten down. She can do anythign she wants. She can break me down. She can. I love her alot. So much. I just don't care anymore. I don't expect anything from her no more. I just don't cause I know if I even expect one thing from me, shell break me down again. Im sorry maria. Im sorry. no. Im done. I will stay with you. I will. But no more expectations from me. None. you left me broken winged. I can't fly anymore. I can't sorry. maria. Give me time. My dad always said that time isn't always going to beautiful or ugly. But is it worthwhile? Is it really.
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